new songs... old songs

With heavy heart (how dramatic!) I write another too personal post and lay my heart out again, for all to see.  My lovely new romance must be ended. I have finally found the place at which I can declare I am WORTHY to be loved, honored, respected, and held in esteem.  My Caribbean crooner, must go. Lately I have fallen on cancelled plans and very late show dates. Today, he was coming to take me to breakfast, and spend the day. He has had a bad cold, and told me he was resting all day yesterday, and would be here this morning. He is not. He was also NOT at home last evening at 10 pm he was not there, while texting me how horribly sick he was, and was home in bed.

I had told this individual one thing that I stand by....... If you tell me the TRUTH, I must deal with it. If you LIE, I will know. Men, we know when you are lying. What makes us mad as hell is that we try to convince ourselves that we may be wrong (even if we KNOW we are right) So, we get mad at you, and madder at ourselves.